What 6 days?

Today is my bridal shower. Sorry I haven't been blogging much still have stuf to get done for the wedding.

My wedding band came in the mail yesterday and then my best friend Ash took me to buy my wedding night outfit. I'm sure I'm gonna wow Joel even after 9 and half years together.

My mom stopped by to check on my papa yesterday he was in a better mood. they are gonna do radiation for 2 weeks striaght so he wont be able to make it to the wedding. But he told my mama that if I didn't go ahead with my plans he'd check outta the hospital against medical advice and come get my butt. lol

I still haven't printed out the programs. We are honoring my grandmother and Joe's grandfather that have passed away with a candle I'm debating doing one to honor my papa sick in the hospital? Dunno I'll talk to mom about that today.

Joe got a bonus check at work yesterday that was great. we still watching on Eian's ssi, which sucks.

I'm excited about the wedding and the shower today so I better go clean since it's at my house.

Joe did all the cleaning last night for me except dishes. The 1 thing I hate doing lol.

Update

Mama called last night they are starting radiation on him today. and it looks like he doesn't have much longer. I feel so guilty cuz i'm so excited about my wedding in 7 days and my shower tomorrow and going wedding night outfit shopping today. but mama says papa would be mad at me if i didnt enjoy my day. Cancer Sucks.

Bad News

My mom called just a few ago and told me that my dad's father had been addmitted to the hospital with brain cancer. She's suppost to call me whenn she knows more she was on her way up there. He;s alrady found lung cancer now this. I'm just kinda numb. I'm not as close to him as my mom's dad but he's still my papa and this is hitting hard. I've done had 2 drinks to keep me from crying. Joel's being great but this is still hard not knowing whats going on. I wish my mom would call me.