Bad News

My mom called just a few ago and told me that my dad's father had been addmitted to the hospital with brain cancer. She's suppost to call me whenn she knows more she was on her way up there. He;s alrady found lung cancer now this. I'm just kinda numb. I'm not as close to him as my mom's dad but he's still my papa and this is hitting hard. I've done had 2 drinks to keep me from crying. Joel's being great but this is still hard not knowing whats going on. I wish my mom would call me.